The blog has not yet managed to jump out of it’s launch and I feel that some of the reasons for this is that it hasn’t quite found it’s voice, which is my voice.

There is just so much that I want to write here, but also tied to this is that there is so much I want to do in life and then write about.  There may be some changes coming along as I try to get things fitting more and I hope that you bear with me.

It’s a rainy Sunday morning here in the UK and I’m thinking those thoughts.  Where do I want to be, what do I want to do and have.  There’s a lot that I really want to move forward on, to finally have a life that kind of fits me.

It’s very easy to delay and to say “I’ll do that later.”  Well I want to stop this.  Hitting 40 made me thing that one day, later will be over.  I need to get on with things sooner.

Sorry if this is a bit of an incomprehensible ramble, dear reader, hope you know what I’m talking about.

But I’m back blogging again.

Inertia is a tricky thing.  I started this blog with great expectations and then life got in the way.  Days grew into weeks and suddenly my plan for what I wanted to do came to a halt.  How often does this happen?

Well I’m back.  I cannot allow my previous ways of acting, that have resulted in the way things are now, to continue.  I have to build up discipline to do the things that I said I wanted to do.  To create experiences and a life that I spoke about when I wrote the first posts on this blog.

So I’m not going to beat myself up about the failure, just keep slowly plodding on and making sure that even if they are tiny steps, I just keep on keeping on.

Lots of new posts and challenges to come. Some big changes are afoot!